Say a prayer for me.

May 04, 2009 18:04

So, this blows.
My husband got let go/laid off. I don't know the difference really... he was fired but they said they are letting him go because the store isn't making enough money and it's HIS fault. I dunno....
I was depressed for a few weeks now.
We are both unemployeed and luckily he is collecting unemployment.
it's barley enough to survive the next couple months.

Don't know whats going on. I left my job and was sooo happy because it was the first time in like 7 years that i didn't work. Like i said before my job was too stressful and once we knew we could live comfortably off his income... THIS Happens!
I prayed to god for months before i quit my job. Asking him to help me make the right decision. As scarred as I was i let go and let faith take over. I prayed i wanted to focus in school and help me not be making the wrong decision.
Even my pastor congradulated me because i was putting god family and school as my top priorities, instead of work being my top priority for years!

Did i make a mistake?
Why did this happen?
Is it wrong to think this?
What could god be telling me?

I have to keep my faith and keep going. Maybe just maybe this all happened for a reason. Mike wants to go to school now. His father always said he had absolutly no problem paying for mike to go to school and he encouraged it! Yet mike never really cared to go to school. Now, unemployeed and having trouble finding a job he wants to go back to school and get a degree in computer science.

So the only plan right now is ride out 5 more months in this house and move to orlando to go to a university.
Still... we need jobs.

Or  hopefully mike finds a good paying job and all this will pass...
Maybe a few months vacation of chilling at home is actually a good thing!!!!
I mean we have a few extra bucks to go out once or twice a month, to catch a movie or go to the beach.

Should we be taking this as a blessing?

I don't know!!!!

All i know is jobs are scarce. Our goal is 100 applications by the end of this month and we are already at 51.

I honestly think mike has more of a chance then i do...
I will have a 2 year degree in like 2 months and i have zero experience and he has 7 years managment experience. Well if anyone knows of a decent job 300+ a week let me know. we can easily live off $1,200 heck we are living off that now.

Either way please send a prayer our way.
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