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eeeeugh i feel like such a fat cow i ate lunch AGAIN today which is the 3rd time this week! im sure as soon as it passes my lips it instantaniously makes me fatter! eeeeuugh i hate food , i hate the way it makes me feel when i consume it! straight away tho i thought FUCK? WHAT HAVE I DONE?? and went for an hours walk but still though i feel like i just ate , its horrid. no more food for me EVER! sorry to sound depressed , if this is how food makes me feel though whats the fricken point in eating? i'de rather die young and happy then old fat and depressed! no thats a HORRIBLE thing to say i didnt mean that. i'll feel better tonight when im hungry again :) love you ladies hope your all doing better than i am! i wish we could all just meet up in a bar somewhere , all of us together ,. chatting , laughing , hehe that would be cool!
xoxoxoxooxo!
xoxoxoxooxo!