I'm away, but my minds still swollen
Ever feel like someone is always giving you half truths. For some reason I've been feeling that way lately. I hate it.
I'm always second guessing and over analyzing every little thing.
I've seen Tom off and on..I guess I've spent just as much time with him, as without. I feel bad right now with everything going on. I wasn't going to talk about it, but it's definetly making me feel very uneasy. Like I'm going to go off and freak out. All the while I've been pushing Tom away..with no explaination *sigh* There has been some stuff going down that doesn't involve him in any way. I feel like an idiot, but I don't know how to deal with these new problems and situations...
I want to cry so bad. I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to, but I can't. My body won't let me. Maybe it's my mind...all I know is if I'm not careful I'll lose the things most important to me.
I don't want to talk about it really..I mean I can't really say it. All I know is..this may take some time. I'm away, but my minds still swollen.
Take Me Away
Avril
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I'm going no where [on and on and]
I'm getting no where [on and on and on]
Take me away
I'm going no where [on and on and on and on]
[and off and on and off and on]
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away
All I can say to everyone is...I'm sorry for the way I've been, the things I've done..whatever..I just am sorry. I needed to say all this..if that makes sense.
I'm always second guessing and over analyzing every little thing.
I've seen Tom off and on..I guess I've spent just as much time with him, as without. I feel bad right now with everything going on. I wasn't going to talk about it, but it's definetly making me feel very uneasy. Like I'm going to go off and freak out. All the while I've been pushing Tom away..with no explaination *sigh* There has been some stuff going down that doesn't involve him in any way. I feel like an idiot, but I don't know how to deal with these new problems and situations...
I want to cry so bad. I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to, but I can't. My body won't let me. Maybe it's my mind...all I know is if I'm not careful I'll lose the things most important to me.
I don't want to talk about it really..I mean I can't really say it. All I know is..this may take some time. I'm away, but my minds still swollen.
Take Me Away
Avril
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I'm going no where [on and on and]
I'm getting no where [on and on and on]
Take me away
I'm going no where [on and on and on and on]
[and off and on and off and on]
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away
All I can say to everyone is...I'm sorry for the way I've been, the things I've done..whatever..I just am sorry. I needed to say all this..if that makes sense.