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[emusryum]

I'm so confused right now. I just want to have fun. I just want to forget all that has happened, and have fun. Going back to college will be wierd, I haven't been there since I haven't been with Chrissy, so making friends was not my priority... and now it is, so this may be difficult. I just wish that when I talked to her she would treat me

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[byname]

I understand why you probably want to end on a good note with her, but that doesn't mean you two have to remain friends. You saying she's been your best friend for so long and all that, i understand how you want to at least salvage any part of that possible, and you see friendship as the best way in doing so, you're trying to fill that hole she just left in you. You really gotta trust me on this one though, that whole friends thing never works out. Especially since now, is the time where angry feelings, hurt feelings, abandoned feelings all need to wear off. If you two just kept it at where you don't talk to each other, so you both have time to heal, it'd probably be the best. I know i tried to be friends with this guy Kevin i dated after we did finally break up. And it was so hard to stay broke up. He'd date a girl and then call me when he was dumped and then we'd date again. It's this little cycle of getting used that you can get caught in, so you just gotta be careful. But since i had pulled myself out of that and just stopped talking to him for a while, i realized how i really can't stand that guy, and that i didn't feel for him all that i thought i had. It's not a bitter thing, it's just now there aren't emotions running rampant and i can see the bigger clearer picture.

I dunno, i'm babbling. To be short and to the point, i'm not sure if you two being friends might be good for you emotionally. But if you have to go back to college, that might present an option of distance that i never had experienced with my ex. Mer mer mer. Just be careful with yourself, it's so easy to get sucked back in. Even if you want to be, you shouldn't jump at her offer of working things out. I don't know her too well, but i'm betting she'll eventually ask for you back. But i'm just saying be strong about this and don't fall all over yourself. This isn't supposed to offend you, but everyone of your friends have always thought you could do much better than her. I know how that works though, because they don't get to see you two when it's just you two, and that's where it really counts. But at least consider that.

:B later matt

[emusryum]

thanks, and you're probably right. I've gone through it almost once before. I just need to see her once, A.)she has my camera B.) she has my birthday presents.
LOL

[byname]

LOL right on.