scary
poor ashley wen tthrough wrough times tonight.... scary as all hell... iu can'ty believe someone could just leave her in the dark like that letting her speculate i mean someone's imagination can get away..... i would have thought the same thing.... i'm being vague for privacy reasons... even if no one reads this. i was scared and she must have way more scared... i feel horrible because i wasn't there when she needed me. my dad didn't call me in fro outside and my friend needed me i mean even if it isn't my fault i should have been there for her... i freaking added to her scaredness i'm just glaad that christina was available and that she was there and that i called her as soon as i got in. i hate not knowing i think that is the worste thing in the world not knowing what's coming next not knowing what's alreeady happening all of it i just hate not knowing!