Jul 11, 2004 16:03
today at 1pm i decided that i don't really like my job anymore, it has become old hat, and after i come back from washington d.c. i will go on the hunt for a better job. i know that it's a little crazy, i mean i make 10 dollars an hour...at my age that's not something you give up without a lot of thought, but i have given this a lot of thought and it is time for me to move on. i think the thing about my job that i really don't like is the fact that i care so much about what people think of me. i mean i know i do a good job, this isn't a taxing job, i answer the phone and smile at people (i do that at home for free). yet, still i constantly think that people think i suck at my job. and it doesn't help that almost all my co-workers are 10-20+ years older then me and, look down and talk down to me. the other thing i really don't like about this job is that everyone i work with knows my mom. people constantly ask me about my mom, and the truth is they probably know more then i do...and i don't like that a lot of people just see me as my mom's daughter.
and the number one reason i need to get a better job...i want a job where i work and still have time to hang out with my friends!
IMPORTANT: i am getting a new car soon...and i need a name! it's a green honda and it is a man. please let me know what you think.
also...i will be having a little "goodbye party" for pearl soon, please let me know if you'd like to say one last farewell to a good friend.