great words cant cover up ugly actions
well this weekend was just quite bad. got ditched friday night and saturday night!! it wasnt good and i wasnt in a good mood about it, but what can ya do huh? today wasnt any better, we went to wreckless and i was quiet and i threw rocks the whole time, broke a few glass bottles and walked by myself the most i could. amanda thinks i hate her, whatever, i dont care. i have like three welts on my arm from this stick i picked up, instead of hitting someone else i had some anger towards, i hit myself cuz as much as i wanted to hit the other person, i couldnt do it. i hope i forget this weekend ever happened cuz nothing ever goes the way id like it to. god damn everything, who the fuck cares anyways?!? i remember saying that i had light at the end of my tunnel, but i already forgot waht it was, so fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. FUCK. FUCK.