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So, my wintertime depression is now in full effect.
I'm dissatisfied with everything I do.
I tried to sew a little, but the whole time I just kept telling myself it was all terrible. I couldn't execute any of my ideas.
I thought briefly about doing some homework or studying, but no.
I just want to eat chocolates and feel sorry for myself. But wanting to do that makes me very unhappy as well.
I don't want to go out or drink.
I don't want to do anything. Maybe go shopping. (Retail therapy is real. But so is debt.)
I want to drop out of school again, and I want to sleep all day.
I wish I had been born a cat.
I'm dissatisfied with everything I do.
I tried to sew a little, but the whole time I just kept telling myself it was all terrible. I couldn't execute any of my ideas.
I thought briefly about doing some homework or studying, but no.
I just want to eat chocolates and feel sorry for myself. But wanting to do that makes me very unhappy as well.
I don't want to go out or drink.
I don't want to do anything. Maybe go shopping. (Retail therapy is real. But so is debt.)
I want to drop out of school again, and I want to sleep all day.
I wish I had been born a cat.