love lives in strange places, it's the obvious that never shows
so, jt turned 21 on tuesday
i wished him a happy birthday
i'm sure he's fully intoixicated as i sit here writing this
but it's whatever
first week of school is over
i was expecting much more than this
i wanted fireworks and red carpets and all that jazz
but instead
i have shit loads of homework that i'm putting off
i have 3 jobs
i have no care
my parents and i leave tomorrow so i can go get a tour of Emory and Henry college and talk to one of the admissions people about applying there
it's my 2nd choice
UNCG is still numero uno
speaking of Uno, my dog has been sick for the past few weeks
it's really kinda freaked us all out
at one point we were scared she'd die
i've kissed 3 guys since jt and i broke up
one guy i've kissed is boy who i found out recently has had a crush on me for a long time, but never had the guts to tell me until i weasled it out of him and when he kissed me it was in the rain and something i won't ever forget
one boy was a boy that i've had a crush on for a very long time, and when he kissed me (at first) i felt firework under my skin but as the kisses went on, i felt more eager to get him away from my skin, rather than under it
the third was a boy who i've known for a long time, but have only REALLY begun to know this past year. it was an awkward kiss, it was a wet kiss, it was in a parking deck
these kisses make me think about jt's kisses and how perfect they were
again the questions of "did i do the right thing" come up
then the thought of jt having sex with another girl two day's after we broke up validates me once more
that's about it
i wished him a happy birthday
i'm sure he's fully intoixicated as i sit here writing this
but it's whatever
first week of school is over
i was expecting much more than this
i wanted fireworks and red carpets and all that jazz
but instead
i have shit loads of homework that i'm putting off
i have 3 jobs
i have no care
my parents and i leave tomorrow so i can go get a tour of Emory and Henry college and talk to one of the admissions people about applying there
it's my 2nd choice
UNCG is still numero uno
speaking of Uno, my dog has been sick for the past few weeks
it's really kinda freaked us all out
at one point we were scared she'd die
i've kissed 3 guys since jt and i broke up
one guy i've kissed is boy who i found out recently has had a crush on me for a long time, but never had the guts to tell me until i weasled it out of him and when he kissed me it was in the rain and something i won't ever forget
one boy was a boy that i've had a crush on for a very long time, and when he kissed me (at first) i felt firework under my skin but as the kisses went on, i felt more eager to get him away from my skin, rather than under it
the third was a boy who i've known for a long time, but have only REALLY begun to know this past year. it was an awkward kiss, it was a wet kiss, it was in a parking deck
these kisses make me think about jt's kisses and how perfect they were
again the questions of "did i do the right thing" come up
then the thought of jt having sex with another girl two day's after we broke up validates me once more
that's about it