Merry Christmas
it's been a wonderful christmas thus far
minus the fact that chris is in ohio.... oh well
i'll be 16 in 16 hours so watch out!
also, when y'all see me at school on monday, or whenever we go back to school, i will have short hair
as joyful as this day is, it is also very rough on the popovich house hold
see, this is the first christmas without my grandpa calling to wish all of us a merry christmas, and then i know i will not be recieving his phone call tomorrow wishing me a happy birthday, telling me how proud he is of me and how i've turned out to be such a pretty little lady
this is going to sound retarded but at this point i don't care
this christmas, tell everyone you know how much they mean to you
i wish i had told my grandpa back in august when i last saw him that i loved him so much and that he means the world to me and that he's a wonderful person, i wish i would have at least kissed him goodbye, but i didn't
because he was sick and had cancer on his head
and i thought it was gross
i didn't know that was going to be the last time i'd ever get to see him
or else i would have hugged him and kissed him and told him exactly how much he means to me
and how much i miss him now
and how much i hate myself for being so selfish to not want to talk to him on the phone because i had to call my boyfriend or i had to go to the mall or i had to do something else that now seems so petty compared to talking to him, compared to the time i could have spent with this wonderful man
but it's too late now, and i have to forever live with the burden of this information
i love you all very much and i wish you all a wonderful and safe christmas and new years
minus the fact that chris is in ohio.... oh well
i'll be 16 in 16 hours so watch out!
also, when y'all see me at school on monday, or whenever we go back to school, i will have short hair
as joyful as this day is, it is also very rough on the popovich house hold
see, this is the first christmas without my grandpa calling to wish all of us a merry christmas, and then i know i will not be recieving his phone call tomorrow wishing me a happy birthday, telling me how proud he is of me and how i've turned out to be such a pretty little lady
this is going to sound retarded but at this point i don't care
this christmas, tell everyone you know how much they mean to you
i wish i had told my grandpa back in august when i last saw him that i loved him so much and that he means the world to me and that he's a wonderful person, i wish i would have at least kissed him goodbye, but i didn't
because he was sick and had cancer on his head
and i thought it was gross
i didn't know that was going to be the last time i'd ever get to see him
or else i would have hugged him and kissed him and told him exactly how much he means to me
and how much i miss him now
and how much i hate myself for being so selfish to not want to talk to him on the phone because i had to call my boyfriend or i had to go to the mall or i had to do something else that now seems so petty compared to talking to him, compared to the time i could have spent with this wonderful man
but it's too late now, and i have to forever live with the burden of this information
i love you all very much and i wish you all a wonderful and safe christmas and new years