just think of this as the pages in my diary
your gray skies hang low sweet chariot
we're slowly melting away
your rights are not perfect and your privacies invaded
who's shoulder will break you fall?
it doesn't make much of a difference
at the end of a nova day
there's no such thing left for us
you said you were sorry
for all you've done to me
i wanna be there for you
but you won't let me be
i wanna be the one you go to
when everything is snow-balling out of control
but you won't let me and i won't let me
and we're both scared we'll never be whole
i feel the wind rattle my bones
i feel definition in my fingertips
as i touch a picture of us
and dream about your god forsaken lips
you can't see past a girls boobs and ass
i'm the only one who really cared
now i bandage my wounds and smile on
my heart was broke and we were unprepared
what do you want me to tell you to make it alright
i want to help you i want to make you knew
i want to be just that girl you don't know
if only for a day or two
since you left, i've become addicted to sleeping pills
without them, i lay awake helplessly whispering your name
thinking of the night i fell asleep on you
drunk and sick, you help me close until i stopped shaking
since you left, i've found no need for greed and desire
knowing i was ready to give myself to you at the call of your voice
oh the tremors that awoke my heart
darling you're as distant as you were ever close
skinny dipping at 3 a.m. then crusin' with the heat on until 5
since you left, my smile dimmed
the twinkle in my eyes effaced with times cruel measurements
how it slows while i await your phone call
how it quickens its pulse with mine when we lay together on the playground
making wishes on all the stars i miss you
i miss you so bad
you invigorate my senses
and it's plausible to me
that maybe we're just meant to be
but you're still just as curious
as the day i met you
i think that your magnitude
could never be determined
but i'll spend my life
telling of your quests
we're slowly melting away
your rights are not perfect and your privacies invaded
who's shoulder will break you fall?
it doesn't make much of a difference
at the end of a nova day
there's no such thing left for us
you said you were sorry
for all you've done to me
i wanna be there for you
but you won't let me be
i wanna be the one you go to
when everything is snow-balling out of control
but you won't let me and i won't let me
and we're both scared we'll never be whole
i feel the wind rattle my bones
i feel definition in my fingertips
as i touch a picture of us
and dream about your god forsaken lips
you can't see past a girls boobs and ass
i'm the only one who really cared
now i bandage my wounds and smile on
my heart was broke and we were unprepared
what do you want me to tell you to make it alright
i want to help you i want to make you knew
i want to be just that girl you don't know
if only for a day or two
since you left, i've become addicted to sleeping pills
without them, i lay awake helplessly whispering your name
thinking of the night i fell asleep on you
drunk and sick, you help me close until i stopped shaking
since you left, i've found no need for greed and desire
knowing i was ready to give myself to you at the call of your voice
oh the tremors that awoke my heart
darling you're as distant as you were ever close
skinny dipping at 3 a.m. then crusin' with the heat on until 5
since you left, my smile dimmed
the twinkle in my eyes effaced with times cruel measurements
how it slows while i await your phone call
how it quickens its pulse with mine when we lay together on the playground
making wishes on all the stars i miss you
i miss you so bad
you invigorate my senses
and it's plausible to me
that maybe we're just meant to be
but you're still just as curious
as the day i met you
i think that your magnitude
could never be determined
but i'll spend my life
telling of your quests