May 11, 2005 14:47
Drama...
My life seems like it has been filled with nothing but drama the past few weeks. I haven't even wanted to write about it either. I've spoken to a few people on the phone about what's been going on. Mostly I'm tired, I've been sick for over a week now, but I've been dragging my ass to work and worked OT last week doing a trip to Washington DC with a psyche patient. I need to figure out how to make money come from nowhere. I'm thinking about trying to consolidate our bills.
Work is one incident after another. I'm tired of writing things up.
I'm tired of driving my co-worker back and forth to work because she hasn't gotten her vehicle situation settled yet, this is going on 3 months now. I'm tired about listening to her issues for an hour before work, 12 hours during work (she only works 8 and then waits for me and hovers behind me for the 4 hours) and an hour while driving home when I usually would decompress. My only high point is that I only do it 3 days a week.
I need to get away. Maybe I can con my parents into taking the baby and I away again. It won't be a race again, but maybe a weekend at a campground in PA or upstate NY would be nice. Maybe B, R & I can get up to the cottage in June or July for a few days.
I went to church with parents & R on mother's day and the sermon hit home. I also attended the mother daughter banquet with mom, my sister and R last weekend, it was really nice and the speaker was really good. It's making me rethink some things I hadn't thought about in a while.
It has been a VERY long week and I can't wait to walk out of here at 8pm tonight. Someone must like me, my PITA co-worker got a ride home and she's not hanging over me all night and I can relax on my way home tonight. YEAH me!!
Thank you for reading my bitching.