Jun 28, 2004 20:40
Wow... these passed few days have been absolutely amazin lemme tell u! Oh man... I've just been extremely anxious and fuckin anthralled at the same damn time cuz wow... I'm just happy that someone is really in my life right now. I swear to god yo it's not even funny how good I feel around this person but at the same time I feel strange and I know it means something I mean... it got to right? Cuz wow... I havent felt this good since... hmmm wow since... damn... never have I felt this good. Damn idunno how to explain it, it's a funny thing to feel only cuz I never felt this before u know?
{Babe... if you're readin this juss know that I miss u like crazy!}
Anyways... yesterday Brie came over wit Mara and damn even though there was hardly anything to do, just havin Brie there was a fuckin blast yo, good times. And Mara... wow this bitch had to be on freakin CRACK cuz she was straight up just goin crazy HAH! Fuckin hilarious I swear u hada be there to think it was so funny what she was doin. ehem... anyways
Yeah well... I'm a smoker now it's official and speakin of that I need a damn Newport right now. I shoulda kept the one Brie gave me and saved it for when I needed it... hmm oh well life goes on.
OH MAN! Jesus I miss u so much babe even though we seen eachother like 5 and a half hours ago but dam... we only seen eachother for what like 30 minutes? Shit, if only you didnt have to work on the days we could see eachother u know? But I'll be workn with u as soon as I start my trainin next Friday. WOOHOO! Damn I wonder if Amanda is still gonna take the job?? Speakin of that, I feel kinda bad not goin wit her last week when we was supposed to train but I had plenty reason not to go u know? I'm juss hopin I could make it up to her or suttin. Well... no cuz she dont like me so I juss dont wanna be out wit open arms for nuttin so I guess I shouldnt worry about it? Sorry if I come off all bitchy but... hey hey!
[*Yeah so... to Sparky:
....From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!...]
Call me fucked up but... damn... I been moved on.
Well later tonight, when I get done, I'm gonna post up this poem that I made for someone. kk bye
p.s.- Sky, if you're readin this please gimme a call when u can ok? I woulndt mind hearin from u again cuz we havnt spoken in about a week now right? hah.. well ok call when u can u got my number.