WELCOME BACK!
...So....
Wow, I haven't been on here in how long? Pretty much forever. Where should i even start?
Well, i am engaged to Joshua. I have been for over two years. Which I am really excited about. We have a dog together. It's still a puppy, but it's a monster! His name is Roscoe and he is an American Rottweiler. He is only about eight months old and weighs about a hundred pounds. Oh yeah, How could I forget, there is also a new addition being added to our little family. That's right I am a prego now. 29 weeks, she'll be here January 11th, 2009...well that's what the doctors say anyways, i have a feeling she is going to be here on the 3rd though, but im no doctor. Haha.
Her name will be Teagan Marie Kennelly. She needs to hurry up though because i am getting very anxious to meet the little critter. Oh yeah, she wasn't an opps the condom broke baby either. We were actually trying to make her. Which is shocking these days, because most teenagers with kids didn't really want them...I guess that's how you'd put it.
I am a little nervous about going into labor though and actually having her. A lot of people are telling me that I might need to get a C-section because of how small I am. Which is kind of scary to think about. I don't know which is scarier though...Getting surgery or pushing a little monster out of my crotch. Haha! I'm sure by the time that arrives I wont care how she comes out as long as she is out! I can barely get up on my own. haha. It's kind of funny...I have to like roll around. It seems as though every time I look in the mirror my stomache just gets bigger and bigger. haha. I couldn't be happier though. It is so amazing to feel her kick...I just get so happy...except for she does it the most when i am trying to sleep, or she wakes me up in the middle of the night doing it. Just a little hard to get comfy sometimes. I'd rather have her constantly moving and no she's okay, then not being able to feel it.
Josh just started working third shift. Which is pretty hard for the both of us to get used to. Good thing Roscoe is a good cuddler and keeps me warm at night, or else I don't know what i'd do. He didn't care for it too much until he found out he was making 12 dollars an hour. haha. I wouldn't really complain about what i did either if I was getting paid that much. especially with guranteed forty hours a week. I still don't get much sleep now though because after his mom and dad go to work at 4:30..I usually get up about 5 and be bored online...which leads me to coming back to this thing. It's a lot faster and easier then writing in an actually journal. I do love my journal, but I am way faster at typing, besides my hand wont hurt afterwards. haha..because im not really talking about anything special now, im just kind of typing everything I am thinking...which really im not thinking because I am kind of tired...it's more of like a ramble....
Plus it beats the hell out of watching T.V. eww...
Yeah, I dont really watch too much of that..besides animal planet, house, csi, and dancing with the stars. haha. that might seem kind of lame, but i dont care what you think...
oh yeah...and family guy of coarse.
I think i am the only person that watches family guy in French on a PSP at 2 in the morning when they cant sleep.
yeah, i am a nerd.
Well I am going to go do some cleaning. If I can think of something actually worth typing, I will come back to it later...I just need to start moving around before I crash. haha.
josh will be here in 3 hours.
yay!
Hugs and Kisses,
Valerie