wowzers (?!)
lots o' stuff going on. I got a part time job finally.. workin for deerfield ambulance in davison.. thank god.. 13 bucks an hour.. its what I needed. And, I may soon be teaching at HVA part time.. if I play my cards right.. which would ROCK.
I worked a crazy long 60 hour marathon shift this weekend... 7am friday till 7am sunday at ERS, and then 12 hours at deerfield. I love my job.. but there are many times where im so happy to be home.
Right now my work life is going in the right direction again... lets see if it can stay like that.
Lately I have been so... i dunno.. frustrated... with my social life. I love my friends dearly.. but things have gone to hell in a handbasket.. and i dont know what to do. There have been some good points .. and bad points..
For starters... our group of friends.. is falling apart.. and I think its due to a particular person that I dont like.. things havent been the same since he came into the picture.
The one good thing is I have been spending more time with mark. Alot more time. Which i like. But.. theres a whole set of things going on there in my head.. and its something I really shouldnt get too into detail about on here...
Alls I have to say.. is that history does indeed repeat itself... which isnt always bad.. just.. frustrating and upsetting and annoying all at the same time.
Sometimes I knew where to find the answers to all of life's problems.. especially the more pressing ones. Things are changing all around me... faster than Id like right now, and its scaring me. But, its not all bad changes.. but change is scary all the same, whether good or bad. I was going to put a poem i wrote in here.. but Im thinkin i might change my mind. Some people dont know I write like that, and im a little worried bout how people might interepret my poetry...im sensative when it comes to stuff like that.. cuz its all emotion thats involved when I write.. and people have to have their emotions critized.
I just feel like laughing and crying all in the same breath.
Good(?)night for now... anyone with advice.. please say something.. every bit of advice helps, no matter how small the thought.
I worked a crazy long 60 hour marathon shift this weekend... 7am friday till 7am sunday at ERS, and then 12 hours at deerfield. I love my job.. but there are many times where im so happy to be home.
Right now my work life is going in the right direction again... lets see if it can stay like that.
Lately I have been so... i dunno.. frustrated... with my social life. I love my friends dearly.. but things have gone to hell in a handbasket.. and i dont know what to do. There have been some good points .. and bad points..
For starters... our group of friends.. is falling apart.. and I think its due to a particular person that I dont like.. things havent been the same since he came into the picture.
The one good thing is I have been spending more time with mark. Alot more time. Which i like. But.. theres a whole set of things going on there in my head.. and its something I really shouldnt get too into detail about on here...
Alls I have to say.. is that history does indeed repeat itself... which isnt always bad.. just.. frustrating and upsetting and annoying all at the same time.
Sometimes I knew where to find the answers to all of life's problems.. especially the more pressing ones. Things are changing all around me... faster than Id like right now, and its scaring me. But, its not all bad changes.. but change is scary all the same, whether good or bad. I was going to put a poem i wrote in here.. but Im thinkin i might change my mind. Some people dont know I write like that, and im a little worried bout how people might interepret my poetry...im sensative when it comes to stuff like that.. cuz its all emotion thats involved when I write.. and people have to have their emotions critized.
I just feel like laughing and crying all in the same breath.
Good(?)night for now... anyone with advice.. please say something.. every bit of advice helps, no matter how small the thought.