Love
Tonight was great I was smiling the entire night Its an unbelievable feeling Love its so special and its something Ive never felt before its the greatest feeling in the world and to have someone say that they love me and that they would love to spend the rest of their life with me feels so good its I dont know I cant explain it its indescribable you actually have to feel it and the funny thing is Ive known this girl for about 7 years now and now im 1700 miles away it takes everything I have not to buy a plane ticket to go out there and live with her for the rest of my life right now but it would ruin my life and hers unfortunately so im gonna have to wait at least two years to move back their maybe a minimum of three but damn I love this girl...I love her more than anything in the world if anything bad happens to her ill flip I swear I will god only knows what I would do but I pity the man who does anything to hurt her or do anything to cause any emotional harm Ive never felt this way about anybody and I wouldnt give it up for anything and I would do anything to be with her its Insane how much I love her just thinkin about it puts a big smile on my face I guess im lucky to find True Love this early in my life and its reciprocated I dont believe noone has picked her up yet im so lucky that shes still available *sigh* well Im gonna go to bed absolutely ecstatic tonight I am beyond happy she starts my day and finishes my day she keeps me goin durin my day well im gonna go be happy with myself because I feel loved for the first time since my mom passed away so until next time :-)