Long overdue.....
Well this is a long overdue entry, but unfortunatly it cant be very long. There is far too much stuff going on in my life right now for me to even dent it on here. Where to start.
Detroit is taking their sweet old time in contacting me about the fire academy. I have gotten my acceptance letter with a good rating so apparently I am almost gaurenteed a job its just a matter of when. Well I heard that almost 2 months ago and nothing. At least the last thing I heard was that they should have things squared away by July 1st. Thats not too far off so I'll see how things go there and keep praying.
My job right now is going pretty well, I still have my sterling heights shift which used to be a peice of cake but has been getting busier and busier the last few weeks. We just got the contract for Warren, and I will hopefully get 1 or 2 shifts there in addition to my Sterling shift.
I can never seem to get anything right when it comes to girls. My girlfriend and I are constantly fighting now because she wants things to move forward like 50 steps all at once, and I want to take things one step at a time. I'm getting pressured to do things at her rate and this is causing major issues. I dont know whats going to go on with that situation or anything, but hopefully things can get resolved shortly because I hate to say but the whole situation has made me kind of an asshole lately.
Worst things for last. Right now I am not allowed to hang out with a very good friend of mine whom I've been friends with for god knows how many years...16 or so maybe... I know that Nicole has never liked me much, I don't know why, but I respect that. Its her choice to make. But ever since I've started dating Heidi she absolutely despises me because Dawn hates me. I know things didn't work out well between me and Dawn, and I feel bad about that. She is a great girl and I wish her the best, things just didn't seem to work between us in the relationship department. I know that when we broke up and when I started dating Heidi that there was a big mis-understanding and that for a while everyone thought that I had cheated on Dawn. I just wanna say that frankly that hurts. For multiple reasons... For one, to just assume things like that and not even give me the chance to say anything or defend myself at all isn't right. For two, it hurts that they would even think that about me. With the past that I had anyone who is close to me should know that I would never cheat on a girl. I dont expect Nicole to know anything about my past, she doesn't know me well enough, but Luke and Dawn should know about the situation between Eric and Tiffany and understand that I know how much it hurts and would never want to put anyone through that. I would just like the oppurtunity to explain the situation to Dawn and try to at least set things right...I'm not asking for her to get back with me, or be best friends and go out for ice cream or anything. I just want things to be clear between the two of us so that we can be civil toward each other, so that my friends aren't torn between to sets of friends, and most of all so that I can hang out with the best friends that I've ever had other than when there is nothing else to do.
Detroit is taking their sweet old time in contacting me about the fire academy. I have gotten my acceptance letter with a good rating so apparently I am almost gaurenteed a job its just a matter of when. Well I heard that almost 2 months ago and nothing. At least the last thing I heard was that they should have things squared away by July 1st. Thats not too far off so I'll see how things go there and keep praying.
My job right now is going pretty well, I still have my sterling heights shift which used to be a peice of cake but has been getting busier and busier the last few weeks. We just got the contract for Warren, and I will hopefully get 1 or 2 shifts there in addition to my Sterling shift.
I can never seem to get anything right when it comes to girls. My girlfriend and I are constantly fighting now because she wants things to move forward like 50 steps all at once, and I want to take things one step at a time. I'm getting pressured to do things at her rate and this is causing major issues. I dont know whats going to go on with that situation or anything, but hopefully things can get resolved shortly because I hate to say but the whole situation has made me kind of an asshole lately.
Worst things for last. Right now I am not allowed to hang out with a very good friend of mine whom I've been friends with for god knows how many years...16 or so maybe... I know that Nicole has never liked me much, I don't know why, but I respect that. Its her choice to make. But ever since I've started dating Heidi she absolutely despises me because Dawn hates me. I know things didn't work out well between me and Dawn, and I feel bad about that. She is a great girl and I wish her the best, things just didn't seem to work between us in the relationship department. I know that when we broke up and when I started dating Heidi that there was a big mis-understanding and that for a while everyone thought that I had cheated on Dawn. I just wanna say that frankly that hurts. For multiple reasons... For one, to just assume things like that and not even give me the chance to say anything or defend myself at all isn't right. For two, it hurts that they would even think that about me. With the past that I had anyone who is close to me should know that I would never cheat on a girl. I dont expect Nicole to know anything about my past, she doesn't know me well enough, but Luke and Dawn should know about the situation between Eric and Tiffany and understand that I know how much it hurts and would never want to put anyone through that. I would just like the oppurtunity to explain the situation to Dawn and try to at least set things right...I'm not asking for her to get back with me, or be best friends and go out for ice cream or anything. I just want things to be clear between the two of us so that we can be civil toward each other, so that my friends aren't torn between to sets of friends, and most of all so that I can hang out with the best friends that I've ever had other than when there is nothing else to do.