fooking life and all that jazz....
hey all,
I've made another account, which i wont be making public to all, just a select few will be reading, though it probably wont be all that interesting so dont worry! you're not missing out lol
so whats been happening?..... umm well quite a bit has "developed" really...
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Manchester aka Chris's!!! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
i went and stayed at the fabulous hotel known as chris's (( xD )) for a fabulous long weekend. no but seriously, it was really great to be able to spend some actual time with chris, we've never been together that long before and after the maHOOOsive gap in between seeing each other it was worth every single sex second!!! we had "fun" ;) and we're back together now too which i think or at least hope is the right thing to do... we were basically acting like we were anyway so i guess it just made what happened more "special" i spose you could say.... hmm well anyways i really enjoyed going up there and getting to be with him for the weekend, although it has made being without him so much harder, which i didnt even think was possible. i know a lot of you think its silly, but who cares what you think! i love him and he loves me back, and no you cant say we've only just started going out, because actually we started last january, then broke up early october (i think!) and then got back together in january after not talking at all for months (i got pretty messed up then incase you didnt notice) and then broke up again at easter and chris asked me back on our little weekend (early july just for the record!)
lmao i think you'd be out of prison for stealing a car by now!!!
so... moving on from that now
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Doctors grrrrrr ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
ok, so to cut a long story short ::
i went to the docs last thursday about getting some anti biotics, came out with a blood test and follow up appointment booked, and after being told that i might not be able to have kids.
G.R.E.A.T. i dont think.
i fucking hate it all!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ The Mother ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
ARGH!!!!!!! can i say ANNOYING?!
meant to be going on hols with ryan and her, but ryan says that he thinks 2 weeks is too long, which it IS. but can i tell her and her maybe change it or at least talk about it or say no CALMLY? NOOOOOOOO we have to go into the whole "lets see how loud we can scream at emma" stupid fecking bloody ARGH
so yeh... big argument. pissed offness. hatred. anger. all the usual crap that comes with living with my mother.
ugh.
I've made another account, which i wont be making public to all, just a select few will be reading, though it probably wont be all that interesting so dont worry! you're not missing out lol
so whats been happening?..... umm well quite a bit has "developed" really...
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Manchester aka Chris's!!! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
i went and stayed at the fabulous hotel known as chris's (( xD )) for a fabulous long weekend. no but seriously, it was really great to be able to spend some actual time with chris, we've never been together that long before and after the maHOOOsive gap in between seeing each other it was worth every single sex second!!! we had "fun" ;) and we're back together now too which i think or at least hope is the right thing to do... we were basically acting like we were anyway so i guess it just made what happened more "special" i spose you could say.... hmm well anyways i really enjoyed going up there and getting to be with him for the weekend, although it has made being without him so much harder, which i didnt even think was possible. i know a lot of you think its silly, but who cares what you think! i love him and he loves me back, and no you cant say we've only just started going out, because actually we started last january, then broke up early october (i think!) and then got back together in january after not talking at all for months (i got pretty messed up then incase you didnt notice) and then broke up again at easter and chris asked me back on our little weekend (early july just for the record!)
lmao i think you'd be out of prison for stealing a car by now!!!
so... moving on from that now
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Doctors grrrrrr ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
ok, so to cut a long story short ::
i went to the docs last thursday about getting some anti biotics, came out with a blood test and follow up appointment booked, and after being told that i might not be able to have kids.
G.R.E.A.T. i dont think.
i fucking hate it all!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ The Mother ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
ARGH!!!!!!! can i say ANNOYING?!
meant to be going on hols with ryan and her, but ryan says that he thinks 2 weeks is too long, which it IS. but can i tell her and her maybe change it or at least talk about it or say no CALMLY? NOOOOOOOO we have to go into the whole "lets see how loud we can scream at emma" stupid fecking bloody ARGH
so yeh... big argument. pissed offness. hatred. anger. all the usual crap that comes with living with my mother.
ugh.