ouchy my poor feet :(
so today's been pretty average really i guess, went to bed at like half 12 (midnight not lunch time) and finished reading my favest fav book (the other side of the story - marian keyes) by mobile phone light! lol! couldnt be bothered to leave the light on and get into bed and then have to get out of bed again to turn it off, so i just put the backlight on my phone on and had it between my face and the pillow XD how dweebish lol
finished it, felt all chuffed with myself for FINALLY finishing it, thought about calling chris then decided against it and went to sleep :D and actually slept for once which makes a change, normally takes me yonks to get off to sleep!
woke up later than i should have this morning... well afternoon lol i swear im living in a different time zone to the rest of england! haha
then i got ready, me and mum went to sainsburys to get some regular grocery shopping and i wore my new shoes to try and train myself to walk in heals... would have been a good thing, but by the time we got there it was raining and cold :( so i looked like a complete twat walking round sainsburys looking all nice with my prettiful new shoes on and my coat because it was rainy and cold :( damn british weather! >:-(
so now my feet are killing me, because im used to wearing my converse all the time which are obviously flat and ver comfy :(
might have to just wear them round the house to get used to heals in time for prom... how dorky can u get... well maybe not dorky but fucking rediculous!
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i'll update in a few about how im actually feeling... pretty shitty really but im tryin to keep a brave face about it all.
i've been thinking about "things" quite a lot recently, having been at home and had some time to actually think, which i think i need, just isnt very nice sorting things out.
as they say on will and grace i need to knock all these walls down, brick by brick, and behind every brick is a memory, good or bad, it needs to be thought about and then put to rest.
so im trying to begin my big "spring clean" and sort all the thoughts, memories etc out. its started, dont expect any particularly cheerful updates from me, and if i talk to u online dont expect a good mood either please.
well, time for me to go and pretend to do some work!
bye for now,
Ems
xXx
finished it, felt all chuffed with myself for FINALLY finishing it, thought about calling chris then decided against it and went to sleep :D and actually slept for once which makes a change, normally takes me yonks to get off to sleep!
woke up later than i should have this morning... well afternoon lol i swear im living in a different time zone to the rest of england! haha
then i got ready, me and mum went to sainsburys to get some regular grocery shopping and i wore my new shoes to try and train myself to walk in heals... would have been a good thing, but by the time we got there it was raining and cold :( so i looked like a complete twat walking round sainsburys looking all nice with my prettiful new shoes on and my coat because it was rainy and cold :( damn british weather! >:-(
so now my feet are killing me, because im used to wearing my converse all the time which are obviously flat and ver comfy :(
might have to just wear them round the house to get used to heals in time for prom... how dorky can u get... well maybe not dorky but fucking rediculous!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i'll update in a few about how im actually feeling... pretty shitty really but im tryin to keep a brave face about it all.
i've been thinking about "things" quite a lot recently, having been at home and had some time to actually think, which i think i need, just isnt very nice sorting things out.
as they say on will and grace i need to knock all these walls down, brick by brick, and behind every brick is a memory, good or bad, it needs to be thought about and then put to rest.
so im trying to begin my big "spring clean" and sort all the thoughts, memories etc out. its started, dont expect any particularly cheerful updates from me, and if i talk to u online dont expect a good mood either please.
well, time for me to go and pretend to do some work!
bye for now,
Ems
xXx