May 23, 2005 15:52
(am i that shallow that that is the first thing i thought about...im discusted with myself...)
my freinds are pissing me off, anna is constantly insulting me...she thinks shes so funny
jen is turning into a barbie, lizzie already is. hey guys lets all die our hair blond wear nothing but black halter neck tops and tight jeans
sure ive got other freinds but they were my best friends. now theve all changed i hardly know them anymore.
lizzy is a missguided youth, i knew that from the first day of year 7 (she met teagan), and i knew jenny was easaly swayed but i never knew either of them were this stupid.
WHY CANT LIFE JUST BE FEILDS OF DAISIES AND MARSHMALLOWS
i hate it when other people are not happy, it makes me more unhappy than i originally am. and then i get unhappy thinking about how unhappy i am and then i get confused because im not alowed to be unhappy, im the support for all my friends, if i falter the whole world falls apart and evryone becomes more unhappy because if im not happy something must obviously be wrong, im never unhappy
i think i need a hug