hi
hiya i dont know why im doing this but wot the hell. Im in such a shitty mood. i dont know y. i had a really wierd experience last nite, i swear when i was in bed, in my bedroom at my aunties house, i was visited by a spirit. it was wierd i could feel them next to me i think i could even smell them. anyway thats not y i feel shit, i feel shit cos, well actually i dont know y i feel like shit. maybe its because all my mates have got girlfriends and boyfriends and i suppose i feel left out, maybe its because i dont want my life 2 change - i dont know what i want 2 do after this last year of school, or maybe its just because i need a cigerette! lol i dont know never mind. im not goin sit here in self pity tho im goin 2 smile and be happy cos ive got work 2moro! i must sound really daft sayin that but i dont really give a shit, i just seem 2 av more fun at work strange has that may sound! lol. anyway i better go, my bath is goin 2 go cold lol!xxxx