Emotional Days...
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
oOOo
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Its been crazy lately, sometimes I really hate growing up, its all so complicated and every decision has at millions of different outcomes... Simplicity, is amazing, I wish that everything could be simple again. Everything is overly difficult at this moment... not difficult in the sense that I'm not doing well, but difficult in the sense that it seems every decision I make is going to turn my life upside down. Do I side with my heart and do what its telling me... or do I side with my logic which is telling me to just deal with the broken heart no matter how much its going to hurt... *sigh* Why can't my life be normal, whatever that is anyways... School is coming to an end, thats exciting but sad all at the same time. I'll miss my ladies of 2NW, well most of them anyways :) I certainly won't miss their stuff in the bathroom! lol I love that song, which is why I posted it, the words, especially the chorus are so true. Crying seems to be the answer to a lot of things right now, everything is just so confusing and complicated, I just don't seem to "know what else to do anymore... well before I cry thinking about a few things I'm just going to go lay down and snuggle up w/ my Big Bear :) "It's something unpredictable, but in the end its right. I hope you had the time of your life."
Emily
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I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
oOOo
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Its been crazy lately, sometimes I really hate growing up, its all so complicated and every decision has at millions of different outcomes... Simplicity, is amazing, I wish that everything could be simple again. Everything is overly difficult at this moment... not difficult in the sense that I'm not doing well, but difficult in the sense that it seems every decision I make is going to turn my life upside down. Do I side with my heart and do what its telling me... or do I side with my logic which is telling me to just deal with the broken heart no matter how much its going to hurt... *sigh* Why can't my life be normal, whatever that is anyways... School is coming to an end, thats exciting but sad all at the same time. I'll miss my ladies of 2NW, well most of them anyways :) I certainly won't miss their stuff in the bathroom! lol I love that song, which is why I posted it, the words, especially the chorus are so true. Crying seems to be the answer to a lot of things right now, everything is just so confusing and complicated, I just don't seem to "know what else to do anymore... well before I cry thinking about a few things I'm just going to go lay down and snuggle up w/ my Big Bear :) "It's something unpredictable, but in the end its right. I hope you had the time of your life."
Emily
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