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WOW haven't updated in forever and that last one was zachariah. Let's see midterms are OVER and i think i failed the science one because everyone who had mrs srpouse did so i dont care. and uh i miss sofia so much and things with hallie are so screwy. i dont get whats really happening right now and im talking to nick and hes flipping out about hallie to me and i dont know what i can and cant say, but hes not an idiot sooo i really need to see her soon. i hate the whoel sperate school thing except now we're not like lesbians anymore like we were last year (not literally though)cause i dont think i could see my self having an imtimate relationship with either one of them annnnyway ive been obssessive about Zach i get like that sometimes and its so weird like im uncomfortable to be without him and then i get insecure. but this time i am going to start hanging out with other people without zach so i can get used to it again. i love him so muchhhh. i dont want to be like that weird couple you know the two that wore the cowboy hats and called each other each night to wear matching outfits OMG never let that happen to me please. the whole hanging out with people though, i feel kinda awkward with people sometimes am i the only one who feels like i need to carry on a conversation til i die with someone so they dont think im completely boring? and i miss jeff but hes busy with college and hasnt come down yet so hes not going to snowball but i dont think he exactly wanted to its weird to think that basically snowball is where a whole bunch of bunkers come together and dry hump each other while the teachers stand by the wall and watch its fun. its better to call it dancing than an orgy with clothes on.

okay going pce out