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Lots of thoughts tonight.
First of all.... I hope he's reading this. We shared such nice company the other day. It took my mind off all the bad happenings. Thank you. I feel such affection for you. I wish so much you weren't in your situation, but I admire you for the situation at the same time. You have to know by now how interesting I find you and how interested in you I truly am. I would like to experience the emotional connection we discussed... I'm looking forward to it actually. But you also must know by now that despite my confidence, I am still shy. You'll have to make that move.
Why do I feel like I'm writing one of those "Chance Meetings" ads in the Willamette Week?
You: Cutie with a voice like an angel. Me: Lola at the bar. Have my eye on you. "Mattress" dancing?
Could that be any more vague? Oh well. I see the point though. If he reads it, I think he'll get a chuckle perhaps.
In other news!!! My family's dog, Jack, got hit by a car and died today. It was so sad. He was such a sweet dog.... a stupid dog, but very sweet. He had these big brown eyes that when he looked at you in just the right way, your heart melted and you had to feed him the WHOLE box of treats. I had to find out if it really was him on the side of the road this morning. Now, all my mind will obsess about is the way he looked. And my overactive imagination will not stop creating scenarios of how he died and replaying them in my head. I loved the dog, even though he ate several pairs of my shoes, and I'm sad he's gone.
In more news across the Northwest... I think I have to drop out of Oliver. I am just struggling with finding motivation to drive ALL that way. I'm sure the part would be fun and all that, but I'm just not into it. And I have so much going on here in Centralia (blech), that it just seems like I'm over-extending myself. I won't be able to continue to go to school if I don't get that B average... I dunno. I'll still think about it.
Oh! I almost forgot! I saw this great band play tonight in Portland.... Jonah. They were amazing! Think Radiohead meets U2. Good stuff...
First of all.... I hope he's reading this. We shared such nice company the other day. It took my mind off all the bad happenings. Thank you. I feel such affection for you. I wish so much you weren't in your situation, but I admire you for the situation at the same time. You have to know by now how interesting I find you and how interested in you I truly am. I would like to experience the emotional connection we discussed... I'm looking forward to it actually. But you also must know by now that despite my confidence, I am still shy. You'll have to make that move.
Why do I feel like I'm writing one of those "Chance Meetings" ads in the Willamette Week?
You: Cutie with a voice like an angel. Me: Lola at the bar. Have my eye on you. "Mattress" dancing?
Could that be any more vague? Oh well. I see the point though. If he reads it, I think he'll get a chuckle perhaps.
In other news!!! My family's dog, Jack, got hit by a car and died today. It was so sad. He was such a sweet dog.... a stupid dog, but very sweet. He had these big brown eyes that when he looked at you in just the right way, your heart melted and you had to feed him the WHOLE box of treats. I had to find out if it really was him on the side of the road this morning. Now, all my mind will obsess about is the way he looked. And my overactive imagination will not stop creating scenarios of how he died and replaying them in my head. I loved the dog, even though he ate several pairs of my shoes, and I'm sad he's gone.
In more news across the Northwest... I think I have to drop out of Oliver. I am just struggling with finding motivation to drive ALL that way. I'm sure the part would be fun and all that, but I'm just not into it. And I have so much going on here in Centralia (blech), that it just seems like I'm over-extending myself. I won't be able to continue to go to school if I don't get that B average... I dunno. I'll still think about it.
Oh! I almost forgot! I saw this great band play tonight in Portland.... Jonah. They were amazing! Think Radiohead meets U2. Good stuff...