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Ah the life.... Had an interesting week. Paired up with a friend... good times... no regrets.... found out that I didn't get the job I was hoping for, but did find an alternative place to live other than my less-than-thrilling current location. How to pay fo it is weighing heavily.
Really, I guess I'm lonely. I'm finding that even though a person can be surrounded by loving friends, it still is a lonely world. I make my own happiness, but when there is no one there to give you kudos, it's sad. I look at the people close to me and wish I was in their shoes. I know they are looking at me and wishing they were in mine. I think I play so much to keep my mind occupied.
Ash's birthday is coming up. He would've been six this year. How time flies when you are drinking it away. I love you baby boy. I miss you.
Really, I guess I'm lonely. I'm finding that even though a person can be surrounded by loving friends, it still is a lonely world. I make my own happiness, but when there is no one there to give you kudos, it's sad. I look at the people close to me and wish I was in their shoes. I know they are looking at me and wishing they were in mine. I think I play so much to keep my mind occupied.
Ash's birthday is coming up. He would've been six this year. How time flies when you are drinking it away. I love you baby boy. I miss you.