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Ya know, I was so sad earlier
Yvette died, I really liked her a lot, I considered her a friend and kinda like a mentor in the fact that she was really smart and loved to talk to me about stuff that matttered to me
I'm gonna miss her
I miss karl too
but i was thinking, joe sent me the new nin album, and right where it belongs made me freeze, and just listen, i got kinda teary again for the fifth or so time today, i mean its been a hard day, but damn
that song reflects how i feel pretty accurately on those off days i think we all have
sometimes i feel so alone here, i feel like so very few truly know me, I Feel like my life is a struggle against time, im just waiting to die, trying to burn out my body before i get too old
its like perdue said "if you are hard on your truck, itll die early" well maybe im suicidal in that sense, but i dont give a fuck
"It's what you do right now that makes a difference."
-Sgt Strucker
Taking that out of context but i think it still applies
right now is all that matters, i dont care if this life is fake, im going to live it because its all ive got
plus i really like splinter cell
Yvette died, I really liked her a lot, I considered her a friend and kinda like a mentor in the fact that she was really smart and loved to talk to me about stuff that matttered to me
I'm gonna miss her
I miss karl too
but i was thinking, joe sent me the new nin album, and right where it belongs made me freeze, and just listen, i got kinda teary again for the fifth or so time today, i mean its been a hard day, but damn
that song reflects how i feel pretty accurately on those off days i think we all have
sometimes i feel so alone here, i feel like so very few truly know me, I Feel like my life is a struggle against time, im just waiting to die, trying to burn out my body before i get too old
its like perdue said "if you are hard on your truck, itll die early" well maybe im suicidal in that sense, but i dont give a fuck
"It's what you do right now that makes a difference."
-Sgt Strucker
Taking that out of context but i think it still applies
right now is all that matters, i dont care if this life is fake, im going to live it because its all ive got
plus i really like splinter cell