fuck.
i have two weeks left with my best friends and you are tearing us apart.
guuuh. i'm so angry right now. motherfuckers. goooood i'm so fucking mad. one boyfriend is tearing us apart while the other fucking boyfriend is never leaving her fucking side. i'm so pissed i feel like i might collapse under this weight.
i'm the verge of tears but i just did my fucking makeup and i'm having a good hair day so i don't want to fuck that up but i just need to vent.
here are the characters of my story: boyfriend a, girlfriend a, boyfriend b, girlfriend b.
boyfriend a hates girlfriend b boyfriend a will never ever be around if girlfriend b is around. especially if boyfriend b is around also. boyfriend a is fucking baby and won't grow up and be mature because you're whole life you're going to be around people you don't like and you just have to fucking learn to deal with them. so now girlfriend b doesn't want to upset boyfriend a so she won't come around now either so now i have to split time up between girlfriend a and girlfriend b. while those two used to be best friends but never see each other anymore and this is entirely boyfriend as fucking fault. and girlfriend a has given up and doesn't even stick up for girlfriend b anymore which pisses me off. and fucking fucking fuck.
then girlfriend b can never goo anywhere without boyfriend b because hes gets pissed if she does then she gets pissed that hes pissed thats shes going somewhere without him when in reality she just wants to hang out with him. so i always have to listen to them bitch. comfort her. get ditched. and never fucking hear a thankyou for always fucking being there for me.
gooooooooooood. and then my fucking parents. fuck fuck fuck. i want to cry when i see my mother right now because i wouldn't be this fucking pissed if she had just let me go to college station and get away from this fucking drama.
and now i can't even do what i want to do tonight because i can never say fucking no. god damn.
i'm sorry if this doesn't make any sense.