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I had planned to go to Cali and ditch my cousin. But realized what a stupid mistake that would be. First of all, my father hasn't even bothered calling or sending an e-mail appreciating the fact that I was even able to find out about how to get in contact with him. So fuck him. He doesn't deserve me saving up any money to go visit him. My uncle however does deserve it, but then again he's coming down here so why should I even bother going over there. My brothers and sisters want to see me, and I would love to meet them, but my cousin Chris deserves my visit a whole lot more. She's always been there for me and has always given me advice on everything in my life. She's like a sister to me. She deserves me to go and celebrate her and Joel on their new little bundle of joy. Cali can wait. NC here I come again!!! =D