::temper tantrum::
i've decided that my mother is the most stupid bitch in the entire world. her fucking paranoia's are making my life a hell and i'm tired of living with them. no longer am i allowed to pick up the fucking phone unless someone's number that i recognize comes up. how fucking retarded is that? what a stupid bitch. i just got screamed at because i answered a phone with an "unknown name, unknown number" yeah, it was a stupid telemarketer, but you can hang up on them. my mother sees it fit to say "i'm in a tight finacial spot right now, i was down to 37 dollars in my bank account last week and had to borrow money from my sixteen year old daughter to buy gasoline because i cant put my oldest daughter through college" LIKE THEY NEED TO KNOW! i'm so mad at nothing. what the fuck is my fucking problem? i'm going to go upstairs now and just write life's injustices on tiny pieces of paper and burn them in my candles.