And sometimes...
Sometimes I just wonder if I'm ever going to be pulled from this rut.
What do people have against being blunt? Fucking tell me if I annoy you -- if you don't want anything to do with me. Do you think you're being some great friend by ignoring my fucking existence? Is that supposed to be easier? I beg to differ, because 100% of the time I would rather be told something flat out than letting the questions draw out for days, for weeks, for longer. It hurts less to get it all in one blow.
And the worst part is is that I see absolutely nothing I could have done to deserve it. Last I checked, everything was fucking fine. What did I do this time?
Part of me still thinks I'm overreacting and that it is nothing. But... I can't always obey that little hopeful part of me. And right now I'm feeling an awful lot like absolute shit at the bottom of someone's shoe.
Fuck it all. I need a drink. -__-
What do people have against being blunt? Fucking tell me if I annoy you -- if you don't want anything to do with me. Do you think you're being some great friend by ignoring my fucking existence? Is that supposed to be easier? I beg to differ, because 100% of the time I would rather be told something flat out than letting the questions draw out for days, for weeks, for longer. It hurts less to get it all in one blow.
And the worst part is is that I see absolutely nothing I could have done to deserve it. Last I checked, everything was fucking fine. What did I do this time?
Part of me still thinks I'm overreacting and that it is nothing. But... I can't always obey that little hopeful part of me. And right now I'm feeling an awful lot like absolute shit at the bottom of someone's shoe.
Fuck it all. I need a drink. -__-