Fucking goddamn son of a BITCH!
Rant. Major rant. My life is crumbling.
Why? What in the fuck says that once you are an adult you must get thrown into the middle of everything?
Why do I have to hear all this? Why am I expected to pack my mother's belongings because she was stupid enough to go pick up and move her boyfriend from Spokane to here today? The guy's roommate emailed my stepdad and told him, so he's flipping a bitch.
I hear from mom about how annoying Leroy is, I hear from Leroy about how much of an idiot my mother is.
I get told to lock all the doors and unplug the garage door opener so my mother cannot reenter the house.
I get told I have a choice to make between homelessness with my idiot mother or being stranded here with no one to watch Rayvn and no way to get to and from school.
I get told that 'everything will be fine' by my mother, as if the whole fucking world is daisies and sunshine because her boyfriend is 'such a sweetheart'.
I'm sick of this. I have no control and I'm being manipulated from all sides. I'm scared to death and I don't know what to do.
I don't want to fucking hear it, I don't want to be a part of it, and I just want my goddamned quiet life now, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
Why in the hell must things be so complicated?
I hate my life. If not for Rayvn, I'd run away from it right now. This is too much for me to handle.
Why? What in the fuck says that once you are an adult you must get thrown into the middle of everything?
Why do I have to hear all this? Why am I expected to pack my mother's belongings because she was stupid enough to go pick up and move her boyfriend from Spokane to here today? The guy's roommate emailed my stepdad and told him, so he's flipping a bitch.
I hear from mom about how annoying Leroy is, I hear from Leroy about how much of an idiot my mother is.
I get told to lock all the doors and unplug the garage door opener so my mother cannot reenter the house.
I get told I have a choice to make between homelessness with my idiot mother or being stranded here with no one to watch Rayvn and no way to get to and from school.
I get told that 'everything will be fine' by my mother, as if the whole fucking world is daisies and sunshine because her boyfriend is 'such a sweetheart'.
I'm sick of this. I have no control and I'm being manipulated from all sides. I'm scared to death and I don't know what to do.
I don't want to fucking hear it, I don't want to be a part of it, and I just want my goddamned quiet life now, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
Why in the hell must things be so complicated?
I hate my life. If not for Rayvn, I'd run away from it right now. This is too much for me to handle.