Destane did not exaggerate in how he described my life with him. There was none of this, and the fasting actually kept that in line. That's how I understand it now. I don't really think I gave it much thought back then because I had work to do. The point is I didn't start thinking about sex until I came here, and I don't want to think about it because it's confusing.
If it didn't actually hurt now to not eat I would be doing that again just to save myself the frustration.
[Private]mightymorbidSeptember 26 2011, 19:14:22 UTC
I haven't tried much of anything. I kissed Shego once. To make Montgomery Scott angry. And it was horrible and I didn't know what I was doing. I think I hurt her; that's how bad I was at it. And I hated it and she hated it, and it was just a mess.
As far as happened to me, Akio did, one or two times.
...Kissed me. I mean.
I think he intended to do more, and I expected him to, but it never happened.
[Private]emptyyourselfSeptember 26 2011, 19:42:34 UTC
I am the wrong person to ask about this.
But it has to be something you want, not something done out of anger or hatred or to please another person.
And doing any of it with the wrong person will only make it worse.
In my experience...there is a moment when it feels right. I don't know any other explanation for it than that. It isn't simply sex, either, but everything which goes along with it. Holding hands. Laughing with another person. Enjoying their company above that of all others.
You shouldn't discount the idea that there isn't a right person. Your experience has been very limited, and in spite of what I've done with Martha, this ship is not a place for romance. The universe is wide, Mozenrath, and there are many people in it.
Wait until it feels right - but if it never feels right, there's nothing wrong with you, do you understand? Those who think less of you are wrong.
[Private]mightymorbidSeptember 26 2011, 23:47:40 UTC
I don't think it would. It is some comfort to be told there is nothing wrong with me. I don't really know if I agree; I just know I felt better when I didn't have to deal with this.
[Private]emptyyourselfSeptember 26 2011, 23:51:27 UTC
Most people don't like to deal with the confusion. I think you're experiencing something most of us go through at one point or another.
I don't understand your question and hope you're not asking me about potions for sex. There are potions for sex, but I don't want to brew them for you because last time, Aleera used what I made on half the ship and Randal Graves poured syrup on himself and ran around nude.
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If it didn't actually hurt now to not eat I would be doing that again just to save myself the frustration.
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Don't rush into things. That's sage advice. Don't simply engage in sex because you think you have to, or anyone will think less of you if you don't.
I rushed in to it before I was ready and it did more harm than good.
Do only what makes you comfortable, and wait for the right person, male or female. That's important. Wait for the proper person.
And you can talk to me. I won't be disgusted. Just very uncomfortable and probably not helpful at all.
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As far as happened to me, Akio did, one or two times.
...Kissed me. I mean.
I think he intended to do more, and I expected him to, but it never happened.
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But it has to be something you want, not something done out of anger or hatred or to please another person.
And doing any of it with the wrong person will only make it worse.
In my experience...there is a moment when it feels right. I don't know any other explanation for it than that. It isn't simply sex, either, but everything which goes along with it. Holding hands. Laughing with another person. Enjoying their company above that of all others.
You shouldn't discount the idea that there isn't a right person. Your experience has been very limited, and in spite of what I've done with Martha, this ship is not a place for romance. The universe is wide, Mozenrath, and there are many people in it.
Wait until it feels right - but if it never feels right, there's nothing wrong with you, do you understand? Those who think less of you are wrong.
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Martha might be overly sentimental, however, and only frustrate you, and Arkady seems detached.
Maybe I am the best person for you to ask.
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But I think I said the right things. There is nothing wrong with you, and you should allow whatever happens to happen naturally. Don't hurry.
I have a very good analogy I can draw between brewing a potion and finding a compatible mate. Would that help?
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Are there potions for that, where you come from?
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I don't understand your question and hope you're not asking me about potions for sex. There are potions for sex, but I don't want to brew them for you because last time, Aleera used what I made on half the ship and Randal Graves poured syrup on himself and ran around nude.
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I don't think you should stop it, anyway. It's normal. You simply need time to grow accustomed to it.
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