Dec 05, 2004 09:43
there's a plate-sized pancake sitting in front of me. i don't know if i want to eat it. i've been eating the bare minimum to survive lately.
we broke up and got back together. hopefully its better this second time around.
i'm so glad it's december. chilly sunny days and christmas around the corner. but more importantly, college applicaitons are fuckin over. i applied to uc santa cruz, san francisco state, san diego state, uc davis, uc santa barbara, and csu northridge. i'm afraid i won't get accepted to any. there's still housing and scholarships and financial aid and that senior portfolio.. ugh. i'm too lazy for all that.
finally got a haircut. its pretty short. the lady messed up big time, so i fixed it when i got home.
i went to alli and erin's birthday thing at chevy's last night. then to erin's to hang out. it was cool.
lately i've been wanting to just fast forward through my days. i don't really look forward to much anymore.