Feb 17, 2006 10:28
i haven't written a journal entry in any journal in a long time. i woke up too early this morning. i've been waking up too early lately. i guess it's good for me though. how much am i missing out on as i snooze away?
i went to downtown yesterday to buy my dad a birthday card. while i was there, i stopped by logos. i wanted to buy a beatles and clash record i saw. but i need to save my money. i really really do. i feel like i've just been throwing it all away. my mom will just scold me if i go home with empty pockets again. and besides, i don't even have a record player. i guess i should get one of those first. i used to just buy records and listen to them on tony's player. where am i going to listen to them now? i need to find myself a record player friend.
vicky left for home last night. i have the room completely to myself this whole weekend. as good as that may sound, i think i'm just going to get lonely. i miss her already. it's sad that she's like my only friend here. well i have other friends, but i don't speak with them as much or anything. she was supposed to be my dance partner tonight. no one else dances like me! i don't grind or hump or freak. i flail my arms around and kick into the air. i'm going to the dance anyway though. i really hope they play some 70s/80s/90s music since it is their theme. otherwise i'm leaving.
mmm i need to get drunk. i've been way too sober for my own good all quarter.
the weather's gray and wet outside. i hear it's going to be like this all weekend. that disappoints me because i was planning to do some paintings outside. the light that reaches my room isn't sufficient enough, but we'll see how it goes anyway.