you're still all that matters to me.
it finally hit me yesterday. i was taking down photographs from my corkboards and i realized this is it. i actually am moving. i'm going to be gone in less than 48 hours. up until that point, i was just like, oh okay i'm moving.. i need to pack.. i won't be so close with friends down here anymore. but now it's like, I'M MOVING!!! I'M ACTUALLY PACKING! I'M GONNA LOSE ALL MY FRIENDS AND IT WON'T MATTER TO EITHER OF US IN A FEW MONTHS!! gah, i feel so depressed. i want to cry. i know friendships won't be the same anymore, but what really makes me sad is that eventually none of us will care. we will have moved on already and the state of how things are going to be are going to be fine with us. and ahhhhh, i want to cry. but yeah..
i'm supposed to hang out with tony today. i haven't hung out with him in a few weeks. i saw him at a party on friday, but we didn't talk and it didn't go very well anyway. he's the one person i'm really gonna miss and i really don't want to leave the most, but he's also the one person i know i'm going to feel drastically different around when i come back down here. i hate it. i hate it.
this song always gets me down.
i'm supposed to hang out with tony today. i haven't hung out with him in a few weeks. i saw him at a party on friday, but we didn't talk and it didn't go very well anyway. he's the one person i'm really gonna miss and i really don't want to leave the most, but he's also the one person i know i'm going to feel drastically different around when i come back down here. i hate it. i hate it.
this song always gets me down.