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Now that I have her back, I will never ever screw it up again. If I do something wrong...I'll fix it. I can't afford to feel like that ever again. The sense of loss and loneliness. I can't count how many times I was laying there and suddenly just cried. I missed her so much, that this time...if somethings wrong...we will not be at each others throats...because if we are...I'll never let myself with that guilt of ruining it.