Life Sucks...
I've lost the one thing that means the world to me. I've screwed that up but imagine that...I've screwed up the past 19 years of my life so why should I be surprised about this? Why can't I do anything right? Why do I constantly mess up what I have going for me in life? It's just a never ending cycle. Things get better and then all of the sudden I do something stupid and ruin all that I've worked hard for. I say stupid things that I don't mean and that I can't take back. Why can't I just learn to keep my cool? Why can't I just learn to be laid back and not stress so much about everything? Why can't I learn how to be someone that people love and want to be around? Why, why, why? I've been asking that question the last 19 years of my life. If anyone has the answers to these questions please let me know. I'm in desperate need of some help!