My Friends Are My World

May 16, 2005 09:25

This goes out to my two closest friends...If you have to ask "Is this post about me?" then it's probably not about you. Sorry! These two people know who they are...

Girls, yall mean the world to me! Yall will never realize just how much yall have helped me through this last little while of my life. Time after time when I felt like giving up yall were right beside me encouraging me to keep going. Yall never once gave up on me and yall never once let me give up on myself. Every time I fell yall were right behind me to catch me and get me back on my feet again. When I began drowning in this world's lies about life and about myself yall kept my head above water and kept me alive. When I thought my life had pretty much ended and when I thought there was no hope yall pointed me to the one true source of hope. I know I mess that up sometimes but I'm working on it. I'm trying to improve that area of my life each and every day! It's hard but I have two awesome friends right beside me encouraging me every step of the way! I know it sometimes seems like my life is just one big ball of stress and problems and I'm sorry. I'm working on that and trying to fix that. But you have to understand my past and where I'm coming from. Thank you for understanding me and not judging me for all that I've done and for all that's happened to me. You two have been the most helpful, encouraging, loving, caring, beautiful people in my life. I don't know what I would do without yall. We can't let the little "ET" fall apart...that would just shatter my heart.

I know both of yall are having a rough time but keep yall's heads up! I know it seems like nothing is ever going to be back to normal and I know that it feels like nothing is ever going to get better, but I promise you things will start to improve. God would never give you anything you weren't capable of handling. Yall are both very strong people and I know yall can make it. Just don't forget that I will ALWAYS be here for you. I don't care what time of the day, week, month, or year it is...just call me if you ever need anything. I'll do my best to help yall out. Yall have done tremendous things for me and I owe it to yall. Just don't give up please...things will get better, I promise. Just remember, it's God's timing, not yours! I love you both very, very, very much! Yall are amazing people and I wouldn't trade you for anything! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all yall have done! I love you! Yall are my little "ET"!!!
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