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[emptysoul216]

it's kinda funny how you think that one person will always be there for you because they're you're best friend and that's just somewhat expected of them right? well let me tell you, don't let it be expected in your friendships. cuz 7 times outta 10 they won't be there. it's also funny how they are more than willing to be there for you through the easy, petty stuff...like you simply having a bad day and needing someone to relate to you and listen and make you feel better. but when it comes to huge, life-altering things like your grandmother being in the hospital and you don't know how much longer she'll live...well, they aren't so willing to hang around during things like that. and that's fine..i guess some sleep is a little more important than that. but i guess if it was *****' grandmother you would have willing stayed up for a week straight to make sure he was okay. i see where i stand in your life...at the very bottom of the list. and that's fine. it's not the end of my life. it DEFINITELY hurts because i need someone right now and i don't want to lose you but i refuse to put up with this crap anymore. i have WAY too much going on in life to be stressing and worrying about it. its just another thing on my list. i guess once ***** gives up on you and you decide you actually have time for me i might still be here. if not, i'm sorry, it's your loss and it was your decision. i hope you can live with it...

but on a lighter, happier note! auburn is playing ball state today! wooo hooo! too bad i have to coach a dang soccer game while they play! gggrrrr! that always happens to me...but maybe i'll actually catch some of this game! i'm out to get all of my crap done so i can watch it when i get home! have a wonderful day!