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So basically, strangely and unexpectedly, I have a boyfriend.
He's great, he's imperfect and he's a reality...which makes me uncomfortable.
I was talking to my Shakespeare professor the other day and she suggested that ideals were important because they had the potential to lift whatever was being idealized into a better and higher state, somewhere nearer to the ideal. I really enjoyed that concept. Until she said it I'd accepted that the way in which I tend to idealize people, especially the ones I want to be with, was a downfall and a painfully fantastic way to relate to people.
Maybe it is, but maybe it's just an aspect to the great task of connecting to someone else.
Last night was pretty much great- sushi, coffee, sex and the city, wine, cheese, kill bill, attempted honesty and kissing.
Sex and the city is Intense these days. Everyone's getting older and heated and letting their opinions fly. Big is going after Carrie and everyone swears they're going to be together but suddenly I'm uncertain. Maybe the decision to not be with Big in the end will alter the whole flavor of the show in its entirity. Maybe it won't be a fairytale ending like we all thought. It probably will though.
Also, I love Shakespeare. I've finally come to the point where I appreciate what he does.
He's great, he's imperfect and he's a reality...which makes me uncomfortable.
I was talking to my Shakespeare professor the other day and she suggested that ideals were important because they had the potential to lift whatever was being idealized into a better and higher state, somewhere nearer to the ideal. I really enjoyed that concept. Until she said it I'd accepted that the way in which I tend to idealize people, especially the ones I want to be with, was a downfall and a painfully fantastic way to relate to people.
Maybe it is, but maybe it's just an aspect to the great task of connecting to someone else.
Last night was pretty much great- sushi, coffee, sex and the city, wine, cheese, kill bill, attempted honesty and kissing.
Sex and the city is Intense these days. Everyone's getting older and heated and letting their opinions fly. Big is going after Carrie and everyone swears they're going to be together but suddenly I'm uncertain. Maybe the decision to not be with Big in the end will alter the whole flavor of the show in its entirity. Maybe it won't be a fairytale ending like we all thought. It probably will though.
Also, I love Shakespeare. I've finally come to the point where I appreciate what he does.