(no subject)
I live here-
in a city so full of false light
and distinctly sick thought processes
and it really does fucking suck, if you're not going to buy into it, you take a consistent beating...and it's not even that I made the choice not to buy into it, I just don't, like religious denialthat eventually comes to a head in the form of an existential dilema.
but I'm going to leave...amazingly less immediately than one might think considering it drains me of my every delight. But I'm going to Rome (I fucking hope) and then I'm going to the east coast to plant myself somewhere else for a few years...or maybe I'll stay in Europe,
and I'm just going to keep hoping that the rest of the world hasn't morphed into LA while I was here- that there are people worth investing in somewhere beyond these broken/reshaped faces.
in a city so full of false light
and distinctly sick thought processes
and it really does fucking suck, if you're not going to buy into it, you take a consistent beating...and it's not even that I made the choice not to buy into it, I just don't, like religious denialthat eventually comes to a head in the form of an existential dilema.
but I'm going to leave...amazingly less immediately than one might think considering it drains me of my every delight. But I'm going to Rome (I fucking hope) and then I'm going to the east coast to plant myself somewhere else for a few years...or maybe I'll stay in Europe,
and I'm just going to keep hoping that the rest of the world hasn't morphed into LA while I was here- that there are people worth investing in somewhere beyond these broken/reshaped faces.