Aug 04, 2004 17:29
You tell me you want to be my friend, my best friend - like it used to be. How am I supposed to believe it? You never call, we hardly talk. You call everbody else, except for me - unbelievable. I always have to call you, and even when I do you don't call back. Actions speak louder than words and since you aren't doing anything - it's telling me that you don't care. It came so easily before.. we didn't even try and it was amazing. I guess things get harder as you grow and mature - and you realize who your real friends are - the people who try. Call no matter what, the people who care and are there for you through everything. I guess we just don't have that anymore, or maybe we never had it - although I'd like to think we did. Why am I writing this? .. You don't even read it, and if you did I doubt you care. hmm.. maybe things will get better?.
well.. enough of that.. I had an awesome night last night!
Jessika and Chris came over and spent the day at my hizzouse! - We went in the pool - tried to tan and watched family home videos - HILARIOUS! I had an awesome time with them - they are amazing!
JAKE and Jen and Nikki - we had a sleepover - it was so much fun, but now I'm sick and dying.
School starts soon, is everybody ready? - I sure am?!
that's about it.
♥
Lissa