i hate this
hey. today was misserable. i cant stand not being with jo. he doesnt understand how this is effecting me. why do relationships have to be like this? i dont want to have to wait an entier year and a half before i can go back out with him. and he doesnt want me to dateany body during this time period. how can he ask me that after he just breakesup with me? im so pissed at him! i want to go to homecoming so damn bad but now that he broke things off i dont want to go with him and i dont want to go in chance of meeting him there. oh god i hate this so damn much!why does it seem that i always get the bad luck or the ad relationships. i always get my heartbroken with some guy. i just want to have a guy that really cares for me and would do evry thing he could to figure out another way out of this. he says he cares for me alot, but i dont know what to think anymore. i need to despritly get out of this house. i dont want to see his house every time i go outside, so if you want to go some where this weekend call me at my house first then if im not there call my cell.
emptyrose