life just seems to get weirder
After Thursday night, i shuddered at the thought of staying in my apartment. I went to my parent's house and did my laundry and watched...oh i don't even remember, my eyesight gets blurry after dark anyways. But i got an unexpected call while there.
ALEX CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I get really quiet when he calls, if you've ever talked to me, you know i'm really animated but whenever he calls, I can't make any words come out. He told me he's safe and when i asked him if he wanted to tell me what he's been up to...he said i didn't want to hear it...that all i needed to know was that he had had to fire his gun several times. :( I wish he had left that part out, but he always says things like that to see if it will get a rise out of me, he always tries to affect my emotions, and over the phone i don't act any different...i hate that habit of his. But i was so happy to hear from him, i wish i could have told him as much, but again, i can't make myself say anything. I go absolutely dumb when he calls. He tells me that once i told him that angels had the power to send people into ecstasy....well, to be honest, i don't remember ever saying that.
I'm not saying that i didn't, because i've said weirder things, but he went on to say that sometimes he prays that an angel will send me happiness and thoughts of him. I remembered the night before and the sudden flashes of him and i together and all that accompanied that and i asked him if he had prayed that yesterday and he said, "Yes, yes i did, i prayed especially fervently for you yesterday. I wanted to send you good thoughts and memories of me." I didn't tell him how i had felt the night before...
I just thought that was odd.
Today i went to a play with Jamie, Bob, and Eva. Orlando was in it. I have to admit it, he has an amazing talent and charisma on stage. He will probably be the famous one out of all of us. At least i hope he will, i am always cheering his life on, but he holds himself back and that annoys me.
Afterwards, the four of us went to IHOP and Eva left. Bob swears he will break up with her soon. It makes me laugh because she keeps hitting on me, and Bob warns me to stay away from her. Eva is cool though, such a mellow hippie :) I went to lunch with her yesterday at the Olive Garden and we had fun. She did admit that she wished i was a lesbian. i relayed this information to bob who reacted with mixed emotions lol.
But i have a pretty little ring on my finger to keep me from both sexes.
After Ihop, Jamie, bob, and Orlando came over to my apartment. An hour later i took Jamie home, i thought it was weird that Bob and Orlando stayed in my apartment while i left but they had both had coffee and wanted to stay. I came back and they were watching Monty Python's The Meaning of Life, and i happily joined them. They left at 3:22 in the morning...
Markos called in the midst of that and i missed talking to him :)
Ah, well, it was awkward because RRHS drama club was there, and they all used to be my friend (I had been the Vice President last year, and worked hard to get Bob nominated and voted for President). I talked to people i hadn't in a while, but that's always awkward for me. I hugged my Matt, and darling Christene, and patted my Jessica and dear little Jeremy. I made eyes at Viviana, the only girl i've kissed lol. But it really doesn't count, it was perfectly innocent. I just like to laugh at it because she is Orlando's sister.
Being near Orlando at first was awkward, but we fell easily into great conversation back at my apartment.
Of course he made fun of everything, from the size of my apartment, to the dent in my car, to the fact that the whole drama club got a huge peak at my thong last year to my husband not being around.
Ah, that's to be expected. Bob and Jamie still insist he used to be in love with me, but bah...
so there was peace between my arch nemesis and i and he actually felt like the friend he really is. so YAY!!!!
Well, that is all.
Good night,
May angels bring you happiness and fond memories :)
ALEX CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I get really quiet when he calls, if you've ever talked to me, you know i'm really animated but whenever he calls, I can't make any words come out. He told me he's safe and when i asked him if he wanted to tell me what he's been up to...he said i didn't want to hear it...that all i needed to know was that he had had to fire his gun several times. :( I wish he had left that part out, but he always says things like that to see if it will get a rise out of me, he always tries to affect my emotions, and over the phone i don't act any different...i hate that habit of his. But i was so happy to hear from him, i wish i could have told him as much, but again, i can't make myself say anything. I go absolutely dumb when he calls. He tells me that once i told him that angels had the power to send people into ecstasy....well, to be honest, i don't remember ever saying that.
I'm not saying that i didn't, because i've said weirder things, but he went on to say that sometimes he prays that an angel will send me happiness and thoughts of him. I remembered the night before and the sudden flashes of him and i together and all that accompanied that and i asked him if he had prayed that yesterday and he said, "Yes, yes i did, i prayed especially fervently for you yesterday. I wanted to send you good thoughts and memories of me." I didn't tell him how i had felt the night before...
I just thought that was odd.
Today i went to a play with Jamie, Bob, and Eva. Orlando was in it. I have to admit it, he has an amazing talent and charisma on stage. He will probably be the famous one out of all of us. At least i hope he will, i am always cheering his life on, but he holds himself back and that annoys me.
Afterwards, the four of us went to IHOP and Eva left. Bob swears he will break up with her soon. It makes me laugh because she keeps hitting on me, and Bob warns me to stay away from her. Eva is cool though, such a mellow hippie :) I went to lunch with her yesterday at the Olive Garden and we had fun. She did admit that she wished i was a lesbian. i relayed this information to bob who reacted with mixed emotions lol.
But i have a pretty little ring on my finger to keep me from both sexes.
After Ihop, Jamie, bob, and Orlando came over to my apartment. An hour later i took Jamie home, i thought it was weird that Bob and Orlando stayed in my apartment while i left but they had both had coffee and wanted to stay. I came back and they were watching Monty Python's The Meaning of Life, and i happily joined them. They left at 3:22 in the morning...
Markos called in the midst of that and i missed talking to him :)
Ah, well, it was awkward because RRHS drama club was there, and they all used to be my friend (I had been the Vice President last year, and worked hard to get Bob nominated and voted for President). I talked to people i hadn't in a while, but that's always awkward for me. I hugged my Matt, and darling Christene, and patted my Jessica and dear little Jeremy. I made eyes at Viviana, the only girl i've kissed lol. But it really doesn't count, it was perfectly innocent. I just like to laugh at it because she is Orlando's sister.
Being near Orlando at first was awkward, but we fell easily into great conversation back at my apartment.
Of course he made fun of everything, from the size of my apartment, to the dent in my car, to the fact that the whole drama club got a huge peak at my thong last year to my husband not being around.
Ah, that's to be expected. Bob and Jamie still insist he used to be in love with me, but bah...
so there was peace between my arch nemesis and i and he actually felt like the friend he really is. so YAY!!!!
Well, that is all.
Good night,
May angels bring you happiness and fond memories :)