"this would be great, if only you could draw" -my illustration teacher

[emptypages]

i'm sick of hearing "when someone knocks you down, you get back up again." of course i always get back up again, but i can't help it if i'm limping for a bit. so i walk it off. but tell me, how many times must one be knocked down, before she reaches a point of injury where someone needs to help her back up on her feet?
also what happens when i'm pushed off the edge?

i would like to fall in love for a while to just know what it feels like. but i don't think i would want to stay in love because its a blissful happiness i know i'd be using to cheat life and reality