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It's over...
I left.
I've never cried so much before.
I need to get out.
I miss her.
Now she hates me...
But I had to run.
Had to.
I left.
I've never cried so much before.
I need to get out.
I miss her.
Now she hates me...
But I had to run.
Had to.
She LOVES you more than anyone in the world, just as you love her.
She is a shattered wreak, crying night and day. Perhaps a nervous break-down. She has been sedated since the moment that you left. She is in a far worse state than you saw yourself, when her nephew died. Her heart is broken, her world ripped apart, and ruined. Perhaps she will never recover, she loves you so.
What did she do to be inflicted by this.
She Loved you.
She Cared for you.
She got you back together - your health, mind body and soul.
Now she grieves for you.
Instead, you were influenced by the vanilla people, in the vanilla world.
The vanilla world - is NOT Our world, Jen.
You may pretend, but deep, deep down you know how false and hollow that it really is.
You are NOT a little miss independent - That is NOT your world!
Nor is the world of darkness, despair and depression where you belong.
You do NOT belong in a fake world of Yobbos, thugs, wannabies and impostures, who slither around like centipedes crawling across your skin or who will attempt to pull you back down, rather than lift you up.
You are NOT merely to be a chunk of meat to be used and then thrown out.
You are very, very special.
Your are hers, and you are her cure.
Remember, what made you feel 'alive'.
How you felt by her words;
by the feel of her body on yours.
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if you little world was so right for her then why did she feel trapped.
i have known jen inside out for far longer then you and i know that for her to become so dependant on someone there was clear brain washing and thats what you did and you just reinforced it by that entire reply.
"You are NOT merely to be a chunk of meat to be used and then thrown out."
nor is she a chuck of meat to be used and used and used and used.
she is back in a world of people who really do love and care about her and dont need to chain her to a bed just so she won't leave.
we will help her find her true self not who we want her to be as thats who we love her for.
she (the other woman) needs to choose who she loves because she is married correct?
leave jen the fuck alone she deserves better then you could ever offer.
for the record i have nothing against the world you live in having lived in it once myself but the difference is its stops being consensual once someone has been brainwashed.
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Dont try okay?
You sarah and hailey hurt me.
Think what you like.
Why I tell you three anything I dont know.
Stell and Ian were supportive...
They have problems too.
Screw it.
I dont care anymore I just miss claire.
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go back there if you want to. go back there and fuck yourself up even more.
You sarah and hailey hurt me.
what, so you haven't hurt us at all, have you? you haven't stabbed hailey in the heart by telling her over and over again that you love claire when you know she loves you? you haven't fucked me and megan up by not being there for us when we needed you?
but nooooo, it's all about you, isn't it. you you you. we don't matter at all. we haven't been through what you have. LISTEN TO ME. WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL BECAUSE OF YOU.
Why I tell you three anything I dont know.
i don't know why you tell us anything either, considering you don't want to see us anymore.
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I'm wasting my time and feuling your low self-esteem driven anger by writing this .
For some reason youre the only one im actually angry at.
maybe thats because I thought the most of you out of everyone.
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I cant stop crying.
Please look after her...
I know thats hypocritical but I just miss her and love her so much...
As per usual, I hurt ppl.
This time its hurting me too though...
so much.
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