sum times life equals fun
things happen because people want things to happen. we learn things because we want to learn. we build buildings, planes, clocks, little russian dolls, easter eggs, cars, political systems, philosophies because we want to. our lives are created around this perception of what we think a life should be. sometimes we get angry because we can't cope with the consequences of our actions. sometimes girls go to india with their boyfriends. but if you have a certain attachment to this girl or this boy, you get upset because you were invited. you get upset because you can't kill that other person and take their place with their skills abilities and bastardly good looks. that's when choice comes into play. we can choose to feel bitter about something like this. this circumstance can kill an unskilled perceiver of situations if he's not careful (or too careful). what happens is you feel lonely because you aren't in india with this particular girl holding her hand under three months of sunsets and three full moons. the loneliness makes you forget about how many beautiful things you can create around your being without her. and HEY maybe all the attention you've given to things other than her good time and her doing what she wants, will cause a metaphysical chain reaction to bring her one thought closer to being in your arms.