When you go would you even turn to say "I don't love you like I did yesterday"
My LJs been SO neglected. Everything has to be honest, except my hair, with is great.
Id say I was gonna update more often, but every entry starts with that, then no one hears from me for months.
Christmas went okay. Except I've got the most screwed up love life ever. Seriously, I dont know why I bother sometimes. I wont go into it in too much detail but basically one minute someone says they really like you and the next minute they use the phrase "i would rather kill myself", then back to the "I really like you" thing again. Fair enough people get confused but it fucking hurts when people mess you around so much.
Another thing which hurts is when you find out someone you've loved since forever fancies your idetical twin sister. Yeah, thanks. Im over that guy, but in a really bad, I couldn't care less kinda way, which is a lot worse than the "just friends" kinda way we had before.
Just so we confused, these two incidents are completely unrelated, and its only becuase of the former that the latter got mentioned as even though it isnt really a big problem anymore, I got to considering the dire situation I am in with all things guy-related.
Seriously guys, you HAVE to stop messing me around. Or maybe the problem is me, I shouldnt be mug enough to be taken in by it all. But at the same time you have to take chances right? If sometimes people are worth the risk, no? Please tell me there are.
Sorry for the miserable entry guys, but it 2am and am waiting for a call from someone who I know damn well won't bother.
Id say I was gonna update more often, but every entry starts with that, then no one hears from me for months.
Christmas went okay. Except I've got the most screwed up love life ever. Seriously, I dont know why I bother sometimes. I wont go into it in too much detail but basically one minute someone says they really like you and the next minute they use the phrase "i would rather kill myself", then back to the "I really like you" thing again. Fair enough people get confused but it fucking hurts when people mess you around so much.
Another thing which hurts is when you find out someone you've loved since forever fancies your idetical twin sister. Yeah, thanks. Im over that guy, but in a really bad, I couldn't care less kinda way, which is a lot worse than the "just friends" kinda way we had before.
Just so we confused, these two incidents are completely unrelated, and its only becuase of the former that the latter got mentioned as even though it isnt really a big problem anymore, I got to considering the dire situation I am in with all things guy-related.
Seriously guys, you HAVE to stop messing me around. Or maybe the problem is me, I shouldnt be mug enough to be taken in by it all. But at the same time you have to take chances right? If sometimes people are worth the risk, no? Please tell me there are.
Sorry for the miserable entry guys, but it 2am and am waiting for a call from someone who I know damn well won't bother.