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i'm not mad anymore, i really just don't care. sure, i was pretty angry at first. but now i'm over it. i think i was more mad at the fact that i've liked so many guys in this past year (about 7+), and none have like me back. but one, and it didn't work out between us. it probably shouldn't of. i'm just sick of being lonely and unwanted. everytime i think, "yeah, this might actually work out," it never does. i've decided from now on i'm just going to have as much fun as i can and not worry about these things. and when a good guy comes along, i'll go for it. but for right now, i don't want to like any guys. because that always leads to heartache. and you can't put bengay on a heartache.