what happened to my life?
anger...frustration...jealousy...sadness...untrustfullness (i know it's not a word but fuck you). i. am. not. a. happy. omega. i'm not gonna really write about it bc it's pointless it doesn't fix it but i need to just write something, or just like get stuff out so i feel a little more liberated than i do at this moment in time. i saw this amazing speaker and i wish everyone would have seen her. it was the best thing i saw all year hands down. back to my issue. she really helped me feel stronger for who i am and now i'm talking to my mom and dolly and earlier gian and they all really help me too. it's like i'm really confused but so not. i know what i want but it's a conflicting intrest thing. i'm just trying to breathe and not freak out but not be comepletly blind.